END

The end is where I begin

Trying to break my heart when it's broken

Trying to drowned me when I'm under water

I'll keep screaming until the picture is clear

Wont let my scars disappear

Don't put your shit on me, pain, fear, anxiety, despair

Love doesn't come with stipulations

- that's just manipulation

I'll keep screaming until the picture is clear

Nothing left to hurt, tear, or break

This end is where I begin

Honesty

Searching for something I cannot find
Running inside of my escape
I prefer the cold
The breeze is silent, non-demanding
as it caresses my cheek and plays with my curls
The constant pull between feminine and masculine
How tiresome it becomes - how bored I am
Always saying one thing - yet producing another
The game - hiding from honesty
Why is the truth so hard?
We lie even to ourselves -
Do we all live the lie
Is chaos the answer
Can I just please find silence and peace
or will I never find what I am searching for...